Tombstone Grey

He is better than me
He’s everything
Oh my God, it fucking hurts
‘Cause I’m not like other guys, I’m worse, and
She, she’s better than me
She’s everything I’m not
I wish I had something more than her
Old used tile on my bathroom floor

Subway on a Sunday with a smoker’s cough
You’re on your honeymoon again, I’m taking weekends off
Woke up today, feeling tombstone grey
I think I really wanna throw myself away
To the life filled with my papers from the second grade
Woke up today, tombstone grey

I don’t think about you like I used to
I don’t ever search your name on YouTube
I took you off my phone like you were you2
And now I’m used to you
You can’t get me right some more, it’s okay
Now I wake up early, take the subway
The world wants me to love or lose, the good news is
I don’t have to choose because I lost you

Subway on a Sunday with a smoker’s cough
You’re on your honeymoon again, I’m taking weekends off
Woke up today, feeling tombstone grey
I think I really wanna throw myself away
To the life filled with my papers from the second grade
Woke up today, feeling tombstone grey