Bad Habits

This is the true story
‘Bout a kid from Oklahoma
Who almost died of a broken heart
At the age of 34
With no diploma, shame
Same thing killed his dad, heart failure
Convinced himself it’s not that bad, heart failure
Cardiac arrest, heart failure
Way too much partyin’ I guess

Lordy lordy
When am I gonna change my ways
Hindsight’s 40/40
But you cannot travel back
Back, time machine’s a Cadillac

There’s a lesson
In all mistakes
I owe more
Money than I make
These problems are daunting
Obsessive and haunting, but I think

I’m a really good dude
With really bad credit
But it’s what I’m gon’ do
Smoke a doob then forget it
Say I’m gon’ change
Next day I’m back at
But I’m still a good person
I just got some bad habits

Savin’ up to be broke again
Fuck society
Sometimes it’s like my only friend
My anxiety
What’s wrong with me?
There’s a doom cloud forming
It’ll soon start storming

The madness that surrounds me
Is more than one should know
Can you show me how to finally
Fill the void that’s in my soul?

I’m a really good dude
With really bad credit
But it’s what I’m gon’ do
Smoke a doob then forget it
Say I’m gon’ change
Next day I’m back at
But I’m still a good person
I just got some bad habits

I think that I’m a good person
Don’t judge me, no one’s perfect
I’m trying so hard
I swear to God, shame

I think that I’m a good person
Don’t judge me, no one’s perfect
I’m trying so hard
I swear to God, shame

It’s never too late
To change your mind
There’s just so many bad ideas
Sometimes it feels like
I’m wasting time
And I’d just rather disappear
Oh

Ridin’ on my own wave, surfin’
Livin’ in the fast lane, swervin’
Do wrong but I know right
Livin’ that high and low life

I’m a really good dude
With really bad credit
But it’s what I’m gon’ do
Smoke a doob then forget it
Say I’m gon’ change
Next day I’m back at
But I’m still a good person
I just got some bad habits

I think that I’m a good person
Don’t judge me, no one’s perfect
I’m trying so hard
I swear to God

I think that I’m a good person
Don’t judge me, no one’s perfect
I’m trying so hard
I swear to God, shame

God
Shame