Idrya (You're So Selfish)

I never mean to be rude
But wait, you do
I know I did all I could
But wait, did you?

Maybe the plans I made were my mistake
How would I ever know your feelings would fade?
I keep on holding to every single word you say
And you will never know how you made me feel that day

And I hope you never feel that way
I just hope you never feel that way
Keep on hoping you won’t see my face
When I should be the one wishing not to see your face, yeah

A couple more tattoos since I’ve been there
They keep on asking me I swear that ain’t fair
You know how I am and you just don’t care
Said you regret but now I dare you

Not to disappoint me this time
Should’ve known you’d be alright
But where were you when I needed?
Damn, where were you when I needed?

I swear to God you’re not who you used to be
Not the one I met that night, not the one who fell for me
You only think about yourself now
You’re so selfish, someone else, how?

How did you get so cold? Yeah
How did you get so cold?
You know I was out of control, yeah
You know I was out of control

And just ‘cuz that seems to be on your rights
You kiss her right in front my eyes
You don’t give a fuck about me
So go ahead and fuck that blondie

You’re not the one that I fell for
And I don’t recognize you anymore
I don’t, I don’t
I don’t recognize you anymore
I don’t, I don’t
I don’t recognize you anymore
You’re so selfish, babe
And I’m so fucking crazy

I guess that’s the part you don’t wanna know
But these feelings inside that I cannot show
They make me so mad and I can’t control them
You say it’s my fault, I’m too emotional, damn

So let me tell you all that’s been on my mind
When I see you don’t care that I’m just not fine
If your love is gone, just don’t fuck with mine
‘Cuz if I hold to that then I might just die

I feel so stupid, sad, betrayed
Tell me how did it feel to lie on my face?
When you took her to my birthday
Bitch that should’ve been my day

I just wanted that day to end
But you just needed a place to steal kisses from your friend, yeah

Last year was perfect yeah
But where were you when I needed?
Damn, where were you when I needed?

I swear to God you’re not who you used to be
Not the one I met that night, not the one who fell for me
You only think about yourself now
You’re so selfish, someone else, how?

How did you get so cold? Yeah
How did you get so cold?
You know I was out of control, yeah
You know I was out of control

And just ‘cuz that seems to be on your rights
You kissed her right in front my eyes
You don’t give a fuck about me
So go ahead and fuck that blondie

You’re not the one that I fell for
And I don’t recognize you anymore
I don’t, I don’t
I don’t recognize you anymore
I don’t, I don’t
I don’t recognize you anymore
I don’t, I don’t
I don’t recognize you anymore
You’re so selfish, babe
And I’m so fucking crazy