I Don't Wanna Lose

Covered in things
I should’ve thought of
That I didn’t think of
That I should have thought of

So what if it’s all
My decisions
Or my indecision
Oh, I just can’t pick one

You give me so much to be afraid of
You give me so much to be afraid of
There is so damn much that I’m afraid of
You give me so much to be afraid of

But I don’t wanna lose
Yeah, I just wanna win
No, I don’t wanna lose
I just wanna win the war

Swallowed my pride
Packed up my things and went home early
Not wrong to go home early
Except that it steals your pride

I was a child once
I still am one, I know it
But I just turned twenty
And I feel time slipping by

You give me so much to be afraid of
You give me so much to be afraid of
There is so damn much that I’m afraid of
You give me so much to be afraid of

But I don’t wanna lose
Yeah, I just wanna win
No, I don’t wanna lose, no
I just wanna win the war

I just wanna win
So I’ll know what I’ve been fighting for