Monster

I know we’ll never grow old together
‘Cause you’ll never grow old to me
You’re the pink in my cheeks
And I’m scared ‘cause that means
I’m a little bit soft

So don’t beat yourself up Bonnie
It wasn’t just the Sun I was hiding from
We were messed up kids
Who taught ourselves how to live
So scared that I’m not good enough

I’ve always felt like a monster
Long before I was bit
Always seen as a monster
Just say I’m used to it

And I grew tough ‘cause love, it only hurt me back
But loving you’s a good problem to have
And I’m used to that
But I could get used to this

For the record, I stole your sweather
‘Cause I just wanted you close to me
I thought shaking knees
Only meant I was weak
Just a little too soft

So don’t beat yourself up, Bonnie
It wasn’t just the Sun I was hiding from
We were messed up kids
Who taught ourselves how to live
So scared that I’m not good enough

I’ve always felt like a monster
Long before I was bit
Always seen as a monster
Just say I’m used to it

And I grew tough ‘cause love, it only hurt me back
But loving you’s a good problem to have
And I’m used to that
But I could get used to this

Yeah I’m used to that
But I could get used to this

And we’ll never grow old together
‘Cause you’ll never grow old to me
You’re the pink
And I love that it means
I’m a little bit soft

You are the pink in my cheeks
And I love that it means
I’m a little bit soft