Deep Inside

I’m not doing great
I feel like I’m dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body, troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it’s too late

Deep inside, it can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place, where I can’t escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

Why won’t it fade
Outside I had to lie; “I’m OK”,
I hope someday, I’ll stop getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made

Deep inside, it can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place, where I can’t escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

What am I doing?
I can’t believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people,
They take from me
Always they bring drama to me

Look, look at me now
Now

Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place, where I can’t escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

I can’t stand all this fucking pain
Please God just go away
Please God just make the pain…