Habits

Laying on my bedroom floor
Think of you a little more
I don’t know if it’s right
Or if I’m losing my mind

Throw out all common sense
Or run for the hills again
Good at self sabotage
Like it’s my fucking job

No can’t find a reason to let go
More difficult than most
So

Don’t be alarmed you didn’t do a thing wrong
I get a little paranoid when my mind makes too much noise
And I like to run away, before the second date
And it might stay that way, old habits die hard babe

So I’m sorry for leaving you in this position
But I have this fear of falling in love, I know that’s daunting
But if you wanna wait, maybe we could stay together, not apart
Cause habits die, but they die hard

And I know I think too much
Shoulda never brought it up
No rose without a thorn
Take this as you have been warned
But I guess that I could try
To not run at first sign
Of a slight indiscretion
Don’t get hurt, don’t let them in

No, can’t find a reason to let go
More difficult than most
So

Don’t be alarmed, you didn’t do a thing wrong
I get a little paranoid
When my mind makes too much noise
And I like to run away, before the second date
And it might stay that way
Old habits die hard babe

So I’m sorry for leaving you in this position
But I have this fear of falling in love
I know that’s daunting
But if you wanna wait, maybe we could stay
Together, not apart
Cause habits die, but they die hard

And I could find a million reasons to leave
But none of them are worth it because you’re perfect for me
All the flaws you have, I made up
Met my match, I can’t outrun
Oh, oh

Don’t be alarmed, I know it’s been hard
I get a little paranoid
When I get to making choices
And I like to run away, before the second date
But I think that I’ve changed guess habits die anyway