Kairos

The ground below is falling
And it feels so real that
I’m attracted to this distance
Between us
The walls are closing in
My perception’s differing
And I’m addicted to this distance within us
The storm is breathing in
All of which remains
And I am here
Exhausting this in vain
The tide is rolling in
Connection torn away
This is where we knew
Our paths along the way

The ghosts of past remain
And my freedom’s stagnant
Though I feel inclined
To entitle myself to give you reasons
The storm is breathing in
All of which remains
And I am here
Here in vain now

And I know
I’m found in pain
But I never realized
I count the days
And I know
I will pass the wave
But I never realized
That I count each passing day
That sends me by

I reach the sign
It feels too close
For comfort
Whatever that may mean
I must remind
Myself, this union
Nearly killed my
Waking energy
As mending ends
I search for more
As mending ends
I search for more
As mending ends
I search more