Harshly Honest

I’ve been feeling empty lately the last few days
I don’t recognize myself, I’m someone else
I’ve been feeling terrible for a few months, a little unstable
Struggling with my mental health

I’ll confess, I’ll be harshly honest
With myself, for the first time, I think

Sometimes I feel broken, destroyed and worthless
Sometimes I don’t know how to deal with the pain that calls me
Honestly, I’m a wreck, a mess, I’m so alone, I’m too overwhelmed, but
I don’t seem to be okay
I won’t be what I’m not to please anyone
I don’t have to keep a broken ego

Lately I’ve been missing all my dreams
All the things I wish I’d never had to give up, I feel like shit
I know no one wants to hear me tell the truth
But it is what it is

Oh, I’ll confess, I’ll be harshly honest
With myself, for the first time, I think

Sometimes I feel broken, destroyed and worthless
Sometimes I don’t know how to deal with the pain that call me
Honestly, I’m a wreck, a mess, I’m so alone, I’m too overwhelmed, but
I don’t have to be who I’m not

I’ll keep running from the darkness (oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
Like my life depends on getting through this shit (oh-oh-woah)
I’ll keep running from the darkness (oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
Like my life depends on getting through this shit (oh-oh-woah)

Sometimes I feel broken, broken and worthless (broken and worthless, ooh)
Sometimes I don’t know how to deal with the pain that’s calling me (calling, ooh)
Honestly, I’m a wreck, a mess, I’m so alone, I’m too overwhelmed, but
I don’t seem to be okay
I won’t be who I’m not to please anyone (ooh, no)

I’ll keep running from the darkness (to anyone else)
Like my life it depends on getting over this shit (for anyone else)
I don’t have to be okay
No, I don’t have to be okay