I Always Feel Alone

I always stay out of orbit
Well, I know I’m hard to understand
I’m very lucky with this love shit, to say the least
My love is slightly leaving me behind
I tell myself that lately
Better than me wasting my time or my peace of mind
Just to fall in love and walk away
No, I’d rather just see you far away and smiling, yeah

I’m dodging any heartache, for starters
And if I’m being honest, I’m telling you that I am right now
I’d rather have your body than ruin your heart
The reason you and I don’t work out, it’s not you, it’s me
It’s something that comes when you let feelings in that I don’t want and then fuck me over
I never let you find out
I hate getting too emotional, yeah

I’m always feeling alone all the time
I’m always feeling blue and I don’t even know why
I spend too much time on the road of illusions, I had to tell you the truth
So it’s better that I don’t ever close to you, yeah

Come on, I admit it, I’m not really good for you (good for you)
I swear my love is a curse, spin your world like a ferris wheel (upside down)
Let’s put this conversation aside and forget our past
Just to say we made it
You keep insisting that I listen to your proposal
I dismiss them all, no offense, yeah

I’m dodging any headaches, for starters
And if I’m being honest, I’m telling you that I am right now
I’d rather have your body than ruin your heart
The reason you and I don’t work, it’s not you, it’s me
It’s something that comes when you let feelings in that I can’t control and then I fuck it up
I never let you find out about it, but
I hate getting too emotional, yeah

I’m always feeling alone
I’m always feeling blue and I don’t even know why
I spend too much time on the road of illusions, I had to tell you the truth
So it’s better that I don’t ever stay close to you, yeah

I’m always feeling alone all the time
I’m feeling blue and I don’t even know why
I spend a lot of time on the road of illusions, I had to tell you the truth
So it’s better that I don’t ever stay close to you, yeah