Double

dou demo ii
sonna kao shite
yoki senu ame ni kokoro nurasu
yami o kao ni nuritakuri
hikari o me ni yadoshi
ikita kokochi nado sezu ni

It doesn’t matter
With a face like as if saying that
You wet your heart with the unexpected rain
Smearing your face with darkness
Harbouring light in your eyes
Not feeling like you’re alive

nee
nanimo kamo nareteku no kana
kinou made no afureru namida mo
damashiteta
kakushitetanda
koware sou na jibun o
mou kono mama bare naide
jibun o damashite
kuuru ni mune o kogashite

Hey
I wonder if we get used to everything,
Even the tears that used to flow till yesterday
Deceiving
I was hiding
My own self who was about to break
I guess I won’t reveal it now
And keep deceiving myself
Charring my chest in a cool manner

kono mayoi o dou sureba ii no ka
mou wakaranai kara
wakaranakute ii
risuku ga aru kara
takanaru shinzou o kanjirareru
shinjita michi o

What to do with this hesitation
I don’t know
So I don’t have to know
Because of the risk
I can feel my throbbing heart
I’ll go the down the road I believe in

iyashi no kasa wa sasanakatta
heddoraito ni mune o kuraku fukaku sukasareta
socchi wa chigau yo
itazura ni tenshi ya akuma ga mimimoto de tsumetaku sasayaku

I didn’t hold the umbrella of solace
My heart was thinned out dark and deep by the headlights
That’s the wrong direction
Angels and devils whisper coldly in my ear for fun

appaku suru shinzou no opera
asufaruto o tataku ookesutora no ame
iki mo dekinakunaru hodo
ikiteru nioi ga shita
sekai o tsunagu you ni hohoemu

The heart’s opera pressuring me
The orchestra of rain that hits the asphalt
It smelt like I was alive
So much so that I can’t breathe
And I smile as if to connect the world

nee
nanimo kamo nareteku no kana
kinou made no afureru namida mo
damashiteta
kakushitetanda
koware sou na jibun o
mou kono mama bare naide
jibun o damashite
kuuru ni mune o kogashite

I wonder if we get used to everything,
Even the tears that used to flow till yesterday
Deceiving
I was hiding
My own self who was about to break
I guess I won’t reveal it now
And keep deceiving myself
Charring my chest in a cool manner

ima wa nanimo chikara wa nakute
daga kuukyo na yomaigoto janai
dakishimete
dakishimeteite
kuzure sou na kokoro o
dou demo ii
ima wa mada
rikai sarenakute ii
kuuru ni kokoro moyashite

Now I don’t have any power
But these are not empty nonsense
Embrace
Keep embracing
Your heart that’s about to break
It doesn’t matter
For now
It doesn’t have to be understood
Burning my heart in a cool manner

kono mayoi o dou sureba ii no ka
mou wakaranai kara
wakaranakute ii
risuku ga aru kara
takanaru shinzou o kanjirareru
shinjita michi o
mayou hougaku e