I'll Wear Black To My Own Vigil

I gazed upon those big blind eyes
And saw a bit of the future
A thousand times I’ve tried
To not fall for that illusion

It’s like the French book I just can’t read
And every rule that I follow blows
It seems the more I believe
The deeper grows this whole

Smile in vain while it rains
I won’t stand here waiting for much longer

It’s so pathetic I’m a romantic fool
Firmly believed in never getting screwed
I’ll wear black to my own vigil

Smile in vain while it rains
I won’t stand here waiting for much longer

When will the planets foal aligned
My stars have started to fade
Patience is not my ally
And as a foe I hope he won’t remain

Smile in vain while it rains
I won’t stand here waiting for much longer

It’s so pathetic I’m a romantic fool
Firmly believed in never getting screwed
I’ll wear black to my own vigil