I'm Not Ok

The loud silence is killing me
A lump in my throat started to grow
So I look into her empty eyes
And a movie starring us plays through my head
And I wonder what brought us here?

Is like a frantic train finding peace
A hurricane after the storm
And I get into my empty mind
And I can’t find any feeling inside
And it’s like, what am I doing here?

I don’t wanna talk about it
She wants to talk about it
So, everything stays the same

She will not be here, she will be gone
When I got home, I realized
She was not happy anymore
It’s sad, I know, but I’ll be ok

The way you look is killing me
Like a fata morgana in the wind
So I make all this blah blah sounds
And I think she doesn’t even give a shit
And I wonder what I am doing here?

I want to talk about it
She don’t want to talk about it
So everything just stays the same

She will not be here, she will be gone
When I got home, I realized
She was not happy anymore
It’s sad, I know, but I’ll be ok