Falling

Crying 5 AM in the middle of the night
Blaming myself for the bad in my life
Only one touch can make a glass spill over

Say a compliment and inside I won’t receive it
Tell me I’m a mess and I know that I’ll believe it
Only so long’till you’re sick from feeling lower

You’re dancing in the Sun
Say you’ll never be far gone
Thought I had overcome
But I guess, a war is never won

Falling back to where I was before
It’s caving in, and I don’t even care anymore

Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Falling

Finally feeling fine, then go back to where I started
Trying not to think, but I know I can’t outsmart it
Running from it all, so I sleep to get away

Never-ending feelings like reoccurring bad dreams
Here we are again waking crying in the bedsheets
Turn to something else, face myself another day

A world losing its color
Days bleed into each other
Dead silence, not one sound
Climb back up
Just to come spiraling down

Falling back to where I was before
It’s caving in, and I don’t even care anymore

Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Falling

Now my body’s aching, only happens when I’m sad

Anxious, gonna pass out, say it’s really not that bad

I’m not in my right mind wanna make it disappear
Panic never leaves’till I learn not to fight my fear

Falling back to where I was before
It’s caving in, and I don’t even care anymore

Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Falling