Monster

There you go again
Knocking in my head at night
Keep me up until sunrise
There I go again
Wondering just what I’m not
Questioning my gift from God

If could silence your voice
Then I would
I’d pull you out of me head if I could

I’m tired of the lie
Of telling people that I’m fine
Why can’t you just let me be

I’m never alone
There’s a monster in my head
It’s hiding in the shadows

It seems permanent
I suffocate until I cry
Trying to fill this void inside
When I feel good again
You come remind me what I am
Trying to pull me into the sand

I reach for light
But you give me dark
I search for pieces you stole from my heart

I take a pill to try
Just to get rid of you tonight
So why can’t you just let me be

There’s a monster in my head
I’m never alone
There’s a monster in my head
It’s hiding in the shadows

Trying to get rid of you
But I can’t
You’re my only friend
Trying to get rid of you
But I can’t you’re my only friend

It seems permanent
Knocking in my head again
Monster in my head
So why can’t you just let me be

There’s a monster in my head
I’m never alone
There’s a monster in my head
It’s hiding in the shadows

There’s a monster in my head
I’m never alone
There’s a monster in my head
It’s hiding in the shadows