Climates (Elk)

Being used for all that I have to give
I can’t find comfort in the constant foresight
Of being alone, or that I’m not myself

I’m not myself
Or finding who I am
That I’m not another clone

The truth is that we all die alone
And I ask myself questions
Why am I so loved
I feel so lonely and I make the wrong moves
Was it really worth it in the end

Am I trying too hard
Or am I not trying hard enough
(Trying hard enough)
It all comes back to the fact that we all die alone
(And at the end of the day)
I know its hard to say
(To say)
That I love you
(It’s trapped inside my head)
In every single way
But I still can’t find the courage

And I tried so hard
And put your heart in my hand
(And put your heart in my hand)
And you told me to hold it
(And that I would keep it safe)
But I held it so long that it started to break

I will never forget the day
The day we met and I started to hold you
Hand in hand and I didn’t want to let go

So I let go and I gave it right back and instead
Gave you my heart while yours started to mend
But you backed away as our warmth turned to cold
Then I remembered, that we all die alone

Complex, creative control
But I still can’t find the courage
To speak to you the thoughts in my head

I know its hard to say
(To say)
That I love you
(It’s trapped inside my head)
In every single way
But I still can’t find the courage

We all die alone
(We all die alone)
And I ask myself questions
Why am I so loved
I feel so lonely and I make the wrong moves
Was it really worth it in the end