Ahold Of Me

Have I lost all common sense?
Darkness feeds on negligence
I feel like a monster
Don’t come any closer
Aren’t you afraid of this toxin I’m made of?
I can tell my bloods been
Turning into poison
Losing control of this virus I’m living with

Cure me
Give me a sign
This won’t consume my life

I can feel it grab ahold of me
Can you see it take control of me?

Have I lost my innocence?
Fed the wolf of ignorance?
I’ve been feeling worthless
Maybe I deserve this
Life I’m afraid of this toxin I’m made of
I can tell my bloods been
Turning into poison
Losing control of this virus I’m living with

Cure me
Give a sign
This won’t consume my life

I can feel it grab ahold of me
Can you see it take control of me?
This pain in my heart can tear me apart
Tired of fighting this war when it’s obvious
I can feel it grab ahold of me

This year has held so much unknown
Looking for doors that will lead me back home
If there’s an answer let it be know
Why do I feel like I’m losing control?