Gaslight

Everything we’ve made
Is hidden behind a veil
These passive-aggressive silences
They hurt my ears
It’s deafening, it’s deafening so
Please let more than silence speak

Will I live long enough
To feel love?
And will I ever feel good enough
For anyone?

I saw you in the ocean of trees
With paths shaped like my veins
But when the paths split into highways
You spill out of me, you spill out of me

If I’m so loved
Then why does everybody look happier without me?
And solitude has become me
Will I ever feel anyone’s embrace again?

Every night I feel like I’m dying
And recreated in the morning

Will I live long enough
To feel love?
And will I ever feel good enough
For anyone?

I deserve to feel love again
To feel love again