Terror

In the dead of the night
I wake up
The connection’s gone
The light is cold

The noises soft
I am alone
When I miss your touch
I am afraid

Is this terror my own?
Is destruction my only way out?
In this chaos, I know
Is construction my only damnation?

My salvation
I’m a dimming light
Fixation grew
Destructively

My sight on you
Am I feeling known?
Am I alive?
When the strings are cut

I’ll learn to fight
From a desolate state
L was left to figure it all out
Ehere do I go from here?

In my vulnerable zone
Will I end it or seek
My redemption?
With no exception