scare myself

Thoughts keep on racing
One by one
I don’t know who they’re running from

Biting my lips
Until they bleed
Symptom of living life with me

‘Cause I’m scared of the monsters
That I swear are under my bed
Scared that they might just be all in my head
Scared that I’m dreaming and already dead

And I’m terrified of the shadows that follow me home
Afraid that they’ll get me when I’m all alone
Look in the mirror I see someone else
Sometimes I even scare myself

Oh
Ain’t it kinda funny how
Nobody can cut me down
Like I can
I drag myself through hell

Oh, what’s it gonna be today
Am I gonna cause me pain
I’ll be damned
Sometimes I even scare myself

Leave me all alone with the voices
End up in the wrong kind of places
Everyday’s a dark situation
Trying not to oop with the poison

Paint my face ‘cause the real me is pointless
Do my nails just to rip me to pieces
Lose my mind ‘cause I don’t wanna keep it
Sometimes I even scare myself

Oh
Ain’t it kinda funny how
Nobody can cut me down
Like I can
I drag myself through hell

Oh, what’s it gonna be today
Am I gonna cause me pain
I’ll be damned
Sometimes I even scare myself

I’m scared of the monsters that I swear are under my bed
Scared that they might just be all in my head
Scared that I’m dreaming and already dead
Sometimes I even scare myself

Oh
Ain’t it kinda funny how
Nobody can cut me down
Like I can
I drag myself through hell

Oh, what’s it gonna be today
Am I gonna cause me pain
I’ll be damned
Sometimes I even scare myself