OVERTHINKING

I can’t take this pain anymore
I can’t take this pain anymore, I’m alone
No, you are not alone
I can’t feel it, I feel this emptiness
I don’t wanna live like this, I just wanna die
I’m all alone, I’m so lonely, I’m so lonely inside

Not overthinking my life, not overthinking my time
Not always wondering if I’m a likeable person
Or that one that nobody likes, anyone can hear my cry
Can’t get relief from my time, no, I can’t break down my pride
Wondering who I should be in this life, thinking about all these highs
When I break up my walls and let the air out, my pride
This is something that nobody likes, so that’s what you like
No, no, this is something that we like, they don’t do like
They would just like what you’re pretending to be
So, what they like is just what they see, so they can’t see
You break down after a breakdown
You know, you should be around, when you’re not around
I just lost my mind, when you’re by my side, you’re by his side
Don’t know how to live, how to do this, how to be a good person
That would just do everything about this
You know, darkness is still by your side, but every time you need
Something to hold your hand and darkness is the only one
That only one that is with you in that moments of sadness

Where are they now
Where are they now
Where are they now
Where are they now
Where are they now
Where are they now, when I need you all around

I can’t even stay right here, because I feel this emptiness
When I feel this emptiness, I feel the sadness around, and
So, I’m in need of a hand to hold when I’m scared of that dark
Everything sounds like a game, and it seems to be an ocean around me

I can’t leave this darkness, I can’t stay out of my shadows
I’m so empty inside and, I can’t even survive then
What should I do now, then, I will just drown in this
Nothing even saves me, nobody can even save me
Drowning with my OCD, I ain’t got a lot to live

I am just drowning in this
I ain’t got a lot to live