Drowning

Pull me under, set me free
This air can’t reach my lungs
Pull me under, sinking deep
I’m drowning in you, drowning in this

From the start I always knew who you were, huh
Every song, I feel I’m writin’ this verse
It’s so ironic ‘cause you probably don’t care that I’m hurt
When you out drinkin’ with your friends, drag my name through the dirt
Tryna make me sound like the very person I’m not
Know your game, I ain’t playing, you just mad you got caught
Love to hear the things you said when he was taking it off
Sometimes I really fuckin’ wonder, was I even a thought?
Or was I just somebody that you knew you could use?
Seems like every choice you made was always based around you
Two sides to every story, but my side is the truth
Ain’t got a clue who you became, tore me in two
And that’s fine, okay, you just go do what you want
Know you’ll come back runnin’, first sign—and I’m gone
You don’t want me when I’m here but you do when I’m not
I can’t understand, lately drownin’ deep in my thoughts

Pull me under, set me free
This air can’t reach my lungs
Pull me under, sinking deep
I’m drowning in you, drowning in this

Deep in my
(Thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on)

So we play the same game again
Think you’re changin’, and you do the same again
Need my pad and pen for this awakenin’
You don’t even need to speak ‘cause your actions can
Know I can see through everything that you did
And when I say it this time, I’m really done with your shit
So go ‘head, drink, party, maybe post of a pic
It’s just a matter of time till you see the truth in all this
Your real friends ain’t real, they as fake as you are
Only there for you when you gettin’ drunk at a bar
Wish your life away, forgettin’ everything in your heart
The thing that hurts me the most: I knew this all from the start
Guess I was love-blinded, thinkin’ it’s perfect time, and
When I look up at you now, I see your true colors shinin’
Still, I’m gonna miss it, change the past in an instant
But you just go on with your life like I never existed

Pull me under, set me free
This air can’t reach my lungs
Pull me under, sinking deep
I’m drowning in you, drowning in this

Deep in my
(Thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on)

I know I made my own mistakes, too
But that doesn’t excuse what you’d do!
You always played me then would tread me like it’s nothin’ to you
All my life I’ve only ever opened up to a few
Turnin’ the page, you can never act your own age
Make up more lies than the makeup on your face
You drink and drink and drink and drink until he grabbin’ your waist
How the fuck you say you love me? That was never the case, right!?

Pull me under, set me free
This air can’t reach my lungs (never the case, right!?)
Pull me under, sinking deep
I’m drowning in you, drowning in this

Deep in my
(Thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on)