Madison

I melted every brain cell in my head
Staring at my phone in bed
Don’t even know what I was feeling
As I stared up at the ceiling
My mother tells me I look tired
But what does she know, I’m clearly alright
Apart from every morning spent
Wishing that I was still sleeping

Yeah, I guess I could happier
I suppose I could be less of a dick
And yes, I’ve been a regular
At the bar where you drink
‘Cause I like how you think

Oh, Madison, Madison
Oh, I’ve been thinkin’ how you been, how you been?
I told you every single secret, and you sat there silent
I needed you then, now I need you again, Madison

God, you wear that shirt so well
If you’re not perfect, I can’t tell
Can I be your sister or your daughter
Or your houseplant in the corner?
And then I’d be happier
‘Cause I’d never have to think for myself
So can I call you, can I see you?

Oh, Madison, Madison
Oh, I’ve been thinkin’ how you been, how you been?
I told you every single secret, and you sat there silent
I needed you then, now I need you again, Madison

And you said I could be happier
In that moment I knew it was true
And this sadness is familiar
I don’t know where you’re at
Won’t you please call me back?

Oh, Madison, Madison
Oh, I’ve been thinkin’ how you been, how you been?
I told you every single secret, and you sat there silent
I needed you then, now I need you again, Madison