Oh God

I look at you and I know how I felt
All those summers ago, then I swore not to tell
I’m swallowed up whole by this catholic guilt
Oh, God
Oh, God

If I always do what I’m told
I’ll be bitter at 50 years old
I wasted my youth
Wasted my time
Wasted my worry on the little things
If you always just laugh it off
I won’t be opening up
We kissed on the bed
It messed with my head
Does that mean nothing to you?

I look at you and I know how I felt
All those summers ago, then I swore not to tell
I’m swallowed up whole by this catholic guilt

I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it

I’m just trying to shake off the shame
When I’m wearing nothing but blame
Not easy, ‘cause when I close my eyes
I just think of touching you
This can’t be easy on his side
Laying there motionless each night
A head full of heat, skin, sweat, sin
Tangled up feet and now clutching at sheets thinking

I look at her and I know how I felt
All those summers ago then I swore not to tell
I’m swallowed up by this catholic guilt
Oh, God

I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it

No, no (I don’t want to think about it)
Can’t control it (I don’t want to think about it)
Oh, God (I don’t want to think about it)
No, no (I don’t want to think about it)
Can’t control it (I don’t want to think about it)