Lavender

Well I’ve never really been so very stellar
At writing songs for things that make me glad
I try to tell you that I love you
And it comes out sounding like I’m sad

Or maybe I’m mad
Yelling at the world
Am I really gonna be a stupid girl?
I’m trying my best
Giving my all
And yeah, it turns out that’s not very much at all
It turns out that’s not very much at all

What am I gonna do
When you leave me too?
What am I gonna say
When you walk away?

I’m in love
I’m in love
I’m in love
I’m in love
I’m in love
With a drugger
And I’m in love

It takes a very special kind of glitch
To make a monster out of something so kind
It really was never a problem and I’d just
Love you back if I had half the mind
But maybe I don’t
Yelling at the world
Am I really gonna be
Just someone’s girl
Best
Giving my all
And yeah, it turns out that’s not very much at all

What am I gonna do
When you leave me too
What am I gonna say
When you walk away

I’m in love
I’m in love
I’m in love
I’m in love
I’m in love