I Get Really Dizzy Sometimes

I’ve been holding these bags for too long
I know that you’re right and I know that I’m wrong
I can’t find my equilibrium
Mistakes were made

It all started with your half-hearted bullshit
You never meant a single word that you said to me
You were a fucking catastrophe
I just want to forget
Everything in my head

I know that you’re only a phone call away
(All of your worst intentions)
It’s everything that I wanted to say
(I can’t wait for my new replacement)

I’ll put on a new pair of pants
That I haven’t worn since before we dated
I’ve been saving for just this occasion
You’re an addict of sorts
To a litany of the worst things that I’ve ever heard
And I wouldn’t care to mention

While you’re walking around your college campus
I am home here alone in Nashua
While you’re out late at fucking parties
That I can’t stand to be around

I guess that that’s just the difference between you and me
You see one of two things and I see three
See your complexion it haunts me
You’ve been dousing yourself in cosmetics to hide completely

So what the fuck is your problem?
I guess that you and I were just never meant to be
So stop talking to me