No Drugs

No drugs and alcohol today
I want to remember everything we talk about
I want to feel light moving in everything you say
But part of me is caveated out
Like maybe certain circumstances are permissible
Maybe I just couldn’t, you could just, just look the other way

Is it so wrong I want to feel good
I want to feel good
Is it enough now just to want to
If you really mean it
I want to feel good

Let’s build us a new house for to live
You fortify the outside and I got the interior
I got the materials you’ll need right here
And it’s weird to think I had it always
Well manifestly I am the same as I ever was
I think the difference this time is that I can just walk away
And now all things rushing out

I want to feel good
I want to feel good
Is it enough now just to want to
If you really mean it
I wanna feel good