Nineteen

Some days when I’m down just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor
It’s not a problem if it hurts because I can’t feel ache anymore
I only came back home because I wanted to see what’s changed
And when I realise everyone’s gone, but I still feel the same

I wasn’t meant to be
This bored at nineteen
My friend lived next to me
Now she won’t wanna see
Me look differently
Now that I’m nineteen

And I wish that I could tell all my ex-jobs in retail
That I should’ve stayed at work ‘cause of the a-levels I failed
My cousin just told me that my favourite shop shut down
And the other one just told me that I’ve always got a frown

My, my mind’s alone because I’m alone
My mind’s alone because I’m alone
(Enough the lot, I’ve had enough)
My mind’s alone because I’m alone (the gore, the pain)
(I’ve had so much, I love to hate)
My mind’s alone because I’m alone (the way I shaped because I’m hurt)
(And living rough)