Cement

Bury me
Bury me I do not feel welcome here
After everything I’ve done, I guess that’s fair
You burned me, now I’ll watch you sink
6 feet deep in the dirt don’t you think, this wasn’t fair to me?
Now I’m stuck thinking it was me that changed
Now everything’s changed now I’m nothing to no one
How can you blame me when you’re stood their with the fucking gun

The pain you left is permanent
Bury me under cement

The day you left you put this hate back inside my eyes
Is it easy now you’ve learned to love your lies
I know you’re still so desperate and helpless
I know the weight of the worlds too much, I’m sorry I was never enough

I’m sorry things have to change but you’re the reason that I’m this way
If I could stay away, I’d stay away, bury my face in the dirt and hope you walk away
You were supposed to give me a reason to be missed
You just gave me nightmares about tearing a blade away from my wrist

How could you make this seem so insolent
I miss the innocence

Ignore all the odds when you know their against you, what have you done?
Your life’s turned against you, what have you done, what have you done?

The day you left you put this hate back inside my eyes
Is it easy now you’ve learned to love your lies
I know you’re still so desperate and helpless
I know the weight of the worlds too much, I’m sorry I was never enough

I want to know who you think you are
When you have the guts to fall apart on me, like I fell apart on you
Cause now my nightmares don’t wait for me to fall asleep
And It’s because of you
It’s the same thoughts over and over again
So carve these words straight onto your heart
Make it so death couldn’t tear us apart
You don’t need me to tell you life can be unfair
If you’re gunna die for someone, is he worth dying for?

Just shut the fuck up and listen
I want to know if death still scares you like it scares me
You always said the thought of losing this was enough to make you sick
Well are you fucking sick?
The conversations that we had, the ones that tortured me and fucked with my head
Mean more to me than I’ll ever let you know

I’m sorry things have to change
You’re the reason that I’m this way

The day you left you put this hate back inside my eyes
Is it easy now you’ve learned to love your lies
I know you’re still so desperate and helpless
I know the weight of the worlds too much, I’m sorry I was never enough