I Don't Feel Anything, Anymore

I’ve been laying awake
Desperate to sleep but my eyes won’t let me
Feels like you never left me
Yesterday I took too much for me to take
And then I went and thought about killing myself
Does that make you think?
You’ll never know
How much it took for me to let go
Fuck everything that you think you know
Don’t pretend that you could of saved me

I don’t feel anything, anymore
I don’t feel anything, anymore
Deny myself any help cause I’ll be fine
I don’t feel anything, anymore

Did you think I was real?
Did I deceive you?
Cause I disguised myself as the drug that was meant for you
Trapped in my old habits
Afraid that absence won’t let me go

I’ve crumbled so quickly
Can you forgive me?
I’ve tried to stay sober to feel something

I don’t feel anything, anymore
I don’t feel anything, anymore
Deny myself any help cause I’ll be fine
I don’t feel anything, anymore

How long have you been telling me that time changes everything
How many times have I died in front of you
And claimed I’ve never felt so alive?

I’m sorry I broke all my promises
You’re not the only one who’s sick of me
I’m sick of me

Trapped in my old habits
Afraid that the absence won’t let me feel
Anything, anymore

I don’t feel anything, anymore
Deny myself any help cause I’ll be fine
I don’t feel anything, anymore