Meltdown

Got a million questions I can’t think straight
Had too many drinks I can’t walk straight
It’s building up I think this is a meltdown, breakdown

I can be your high for the night I
I can be so wild like your dreams
I’ll make you come alive for a little while, while
Yeah I promise you it all looks good on paper
But I can promise you it’s not like that

My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who I am to you

My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who I am to you

Everything is blurry when I’m with you
I just don’t want you like I used to
This is rough but I can’t be your lifeline
You’re not mine

Wanna get me high for the night, I
I could let you try, you won’t get it right
Only feel alive when I’m dreaming, I, I

Yeah you love my eyes
I do loom good in pictures
But I keep telling you I’m not like that
My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who I am to you

My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who I am to you

My heart beats faster now
I feel this major pressure
I can’t keep running ’round
Tomorrow I’ll be better
I’m screaming there’s no sound
This is such a nightmare
Strange places all around
Hunts me when I’m down
My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who I am to you

My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who I am to you

My heart beats faster now
I feel this major pressure
I don’t understand
I can’t keep running ’round
I’m screaming there’s no sound
This is such a nightmare (I don’t understand)
My heart beats faster now I don’t understand
I feel this major pressure
I don’t understand
I can’t keep running ’round, running round
I’m screaming there’s no sound
This is such a nightmare