Jaded

All of the bright minds are out in the dark light
Lighting up so they can’t breathe
Outside the party, they’re talking to me
And I can’t shake the feeling
Of TV and cold tea and romanticizing
All the things that make me unhappy
And are you happy?

Cause I hope at the end of the night
I’ll find a way to stay surprised
In the middle of the moment, might allow myself a smile
I’m wasting so much time being jaded
But I don’t wanna be jaded

I spent the summer stuck in the bedroom
Staring up at the ceiling
I went to New York and I saw a friend there
To hell and back, she’d been
But she was breathing and she looked at me
It’s easy to be unhappy
And are you happy?

Cause I hope at the end of the night
I’ll find a way to stay surprised
In the middle of the moment, might allow myself a smile
I’m wasting so much time being jaded
But I don’t wanna be jaded

Cause I hope at the end of the night
I’ll find a way to stay surprised
In the middle of the moment, might allow myself a smile
I’m wasting so much time, being jaded
But I don’t wanna be jaded

And outside the party, they’re talking to me, I’m jaded
I went to New York and I saw a friend there, I’m jaded
Staring at the paint that’s peeling off ceilings and baby
Oh, you’re not helping anyone losing your way in the jaded