Shuen no Onna

“oitsukenai” nante iu no ne, shitta koccha nai wa
oitukou to omotteiru kara kakkou ga warui no
hontou no kando wo misete donna tokoro wo ki ni haittano?…kitto sennou yo
oikake nai de
ii janai “anata wa anata”
maneshinai de, saete iru kono yarikata
atashi dake ni yurusareta, tokubetsu na houhou
“minna ni wa himitsu” dattesa, shitta koccha nai wa
naisho goto nante daikirai shindara dousun no
honne no mama isasete donna tokoro wo kakushitai no?…chotto inbou yo
toritsukanai de
sou deshou “hayari no onna”
bika shinai de, moeteiru kono yarikata
anata no miteiru watashi wa, imadoki no guuzou
kawaiku nai wa
…soudesu “watashi wa watashi”
chaka sanai de, ueteiru ima wo ubau na
tsukinukenai no
ii janai “namami no onna”
sarashitai no, yaiteiru anata wa dare?
yarikata shidai de kanarazu tanoshimeru no yo
nazenara hora jinsei no shuyaku wa atashi
saiyushou shou jushou!