Things Fall Apart

I’m falling apart again
Fell off my bike, my handlebar’s bent
And i don’t know if you will remember
When i wake up in the morning
And i call on a whim
I am falling apart again

And i wonder where i stumbled this time
My heart feels heavy
My head feel light
And there’s grass stains on my blue jeans
As the rain soaks through
My socks and my shoes
I wonder where i stumbled this time

And i got on my favorite old t-shirt
But i’m wandering aimlessly
And when i reach your mom’s house
I’ll turn around, head back towards town
Hoping she didn’t see me

And i have wanted you since we were children
The way you smile, your teeth shine white
And i don’t know if anyone else noticed
But your face looks more beautiful in the moonlight tonight
Than anything else ever has

And i noticed your car missing
I wonder if he noticed too
And the way he looks at you
I can tell he knows something i don’t
And i’m not sure what i think about that
Oh things like this happen all the time

You walk home the same way as me some nights
But when i take the shortcut
I feel like i am leaving you behind
And i’m falling apart again
I am falling apart again
I am falling apart again
I am falling apart again