Hard To See

Sometimes my eyes deceive me, looking through the smoke.
I see a figure haunting, the child within my soul.
Calm it grows, the hate that is with me.
Then it explodes, from deep within me.

It’s hard to see, what I have done wrong
I can’t believe this is it, how far I’ve come.
I turn away and leave it all to shame.
It’s hard to see, what I haven’t lost.

Plain as day the thoughts are fading, turning into dust.
The time I’ve spent contemplating, everything I’ve lost.
The memory is all that’s left of you and me.
Why do you take it for granted? For granted!?

It’s hard to see, what I have done wrong
I can’t believe this is it, how far I’ve come.
I turn away and leave it all to shame.
It’s hard to see, what I haven’t lost.

Send me to oblivion! Let me go!

It’s hard to see, what I have done wrong
I can’t believe this is it, how far I’ve come.
I turn away and leave it all to shame.
It’s hard to see, what I haven’t lost.

It’s hard, to see!

Send me!
Send me!
Send me to oblivion!