Normal Too

Your mind is made and I don’t understand
Lying awake I’m wondering why I can’t

Be normal too
Be normal too
Be normal too

I wanted you
I wanted you
I wanted you

I’m paralyzed
I’m hard to reach
You’d be better off if you stay away from me
Might as well watch me from behind a screen
I won’t blame you

I’m hardened, calloused, underloved
I push my pain beneath the rug
Hard for me to trust anyone
Except for you

Your mind is made and I don’t understand
Lying awake I’m wondering why I can’t

Be normal too
Be normal too
Be normal too

I wanted you
I wanted you
I wanted you

I learned too late I need to sit up straight
Didn’t play the same games that the others played
Ran from my heart while I chased my fate
Then I met you

For a second I thought I’d get away with it
Thought I found someone who would forgive
How hard it is for me to let you in
I was confused

Your mind is made and I don’t understand
Lying awake I’m wondering why I can’t

Be normal too
Be normal too
Be normal too

I wanted you
I wanted you
I wanted you