I Lost

I’m walking alone, and I don’t know who I am
I’ve kept standing there think I’m the half of the man
I didn’t hear the signals that heaven me sent
Trapped in my own mind like I’m in endless quicksand
And I can’t stand

I’d love to get the fuck out of this, I’m half alive
I ain’t even recognize what’s my delight
Face to face me I don’t disguise
I die a bit inside

I have to stop hiding from who I am
And start loving me as much as I can

It’s brighter in the day
It’s sadder the night
It’s hard to follow my path
Even if I ain’t cry
How to keep my faith
If I’m breaking down
How I’m’ma need someone
If there’s nobody all around
I lost the peace I once had in me
I lost all the really good things

How will I control all my these ghostly fears?
How could I unmake all of these, my tears?
I do not even spare effort to be here
‘Cause all I want to do is scream and disappear
It’s very clear

I have to stop lying about who I am
Take it off the paper, this is my plan

It’s brighter in the day
It’s sadder the night
It’s hard to follow my path
Even if I ain’t cry
How to keep my faith
If I’m breaking down
How I’m’ma need someone
If there’s nobody all around
I lost the peace I once had in me
I lost all the really good things
If I find me
I don’t let me
I’ll just love me
I’ll just make me realer
So more

It’s brighter in the day
It’s sadder the night
It’s hard to follow my path
Even if I ain’t cry
How to keep my faith
If I’m breaking down
How I’m’ma need someone
If there’s nobody all around
I lost the peace I once had in me
I lost all the really good things

I lost the peace I once had in me