Falling

Falling,
Falling,
yeah I’m falling…
mm, yeah,

These rains are calling,
My mood is appalling,
my head is spinning,
this is only the beginning,
Stay with me,
No! All I want to do is die,
You don’t understand,
I’ve been having trouble, man I’m so out of hand,
I’ve dented this world, time to reverse my actions,
Fuck all my interactions,
My life doesn’t need to be portrayed by captions,
Or all these modern day fashions,
All I need to be is myself,
But clearly I can’t do that,
Demanding for this, demanding for that,
That makes matters worse,
He be telling me to “buy a new purse”,
Cuz’ im outdated,
Man I’m about to be eternally sedated,
I waited, my entire life,
To just end up being debated,
Over life and death,

Nobody deserves what I feel,
Nobody deserve how I feel,
Nobody deserves… the truth
Nobody deserves me
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone

The truth is,
The truth hurts,
Life is not a walk in the park,
It is just very dark,
No guidance to brighten the way,
Somebody please show me the way,
Or even say,
“Hey!”
I’m just losing to this constant abusing,
Like hell why do you find this amusing?
I don’t know what I should be choosing,
Life or death,
I get the feeling I’m nearing my final breath,
Constant struggle,
the only thing that takes me away is the meth,
Drugs
Anger
Abuse

Nobody deserves what I feel,
Nobody deserve how I feel,
Nobody deserves… the truth
Nobody deserves me
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone

I feel like I’m about to lose the game,
The game that only gives me shame,
Like who is the one to blame?
Man, this is starting to get lame,
Just ranting and gallivanting,
The answer is simple,
It shouldn’t be this enchanting,
Me being harassed over one damn pimple,
Let me be myself and not a FUCKING symbol,

I’ve started to depersonalize,
it’s made me realize,
That I will soon be facing my demise,
All these guys fighting over my thighs,
and now they’ve won the prize,
My death

Nobody deserves what I feel,
Nobody deserve how I feel,
Nobody deserves… the truth
Nobody deserves me
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone
I’m alone