Better Version

I made the perfect you in my head
‘Cause physically you are the blueprint
But internally, goddamn, you’re a mess
So to stay with you, I had to imagine

That he is perfect
Anything I give him, he deserves it
Rarely does he ever come to see me
But anytime he does, he makes it worth it
Like I earned it

God, I love him
And when I’m with you, I can’t help myself but only think about him
I can’t wait to see him again
My God, I miss him
And when I’m with you, I’m just thinking ‘bout how much I wish it was him
I can’t wait to see him again

More frequent visits would’ve been nice
But I don’t want you knowing that there’s somebody new
Sometimes the guilt will clog up my mind
But is it cheating if I love a better version of you?

‘Cause he is perfect
Anything I give him, he deserves it
Rarely does he ever come to see me
But anytime he does he makes it worth it
Like I earned it

God, I love him
And when I’m with you, I can’t help myself but only think about him
I can’t wait to see him again
My God, I miss him
And when I’m with you, I’m just thinking ‘bout how much I wish it was him
I can’t wait to see him again

My God, I miss him
And when I’m with you, I’m just thinking ‘bout how much I wish it was him
I can’t wait to see him again