Voidgazer

I spilled some water over my medicine
And watched they dissolve as they fell in
Melting within my veins
Through all the crying held by my loneliness

Its been a year I’ve tried to stop to cut myself but when the day
Shines off my thighs glow in red trying to stop the blood to shed
And the walls crave marks of my pityful head
I couldn’t stop myself from trying to feel something

Its an endless cycle of shame and pain
Desesparte to feel the humanity in vain
Holding up to what would never come true
I feel so scared of going through
The life and death funeral of my voice
That trembles in the silent of the void
That grows inside of me
Bigger than everything that I could be

When everything fades away I’ll stare at the emptiness that I’ve created
And see how beautiful is the nothingness fading out all the pain
And could keep out of the floor what isn’t alive anymore

I was born the from the Sun and the hatred that burnt my flesh
And fulfilled the void that I gaze lefting my skin with only regrets
That made me realize I am the battle that rushes inside of me
I’m the blood and I’m the death, and how I wish that I was dead
How I wish I6 was torn apart from every fear that built me