Broken

I don’t even want to watch it last
I just wanna bask in shattered glass
Pick each fragment up one at a time
Shards inside my skin

Want you to tell me that I’m broken
That I’m finally choking
I’m not worth the rhyme
I’m just a dime, a rusty token
Tell me that I’m fucked up
Mentally unstable
Tell me that I care too much about my whole damn fable
I just want your body
I don’t want your mind
I just want a noose around my neck to pass the time
I just want a God, please, rather roll my dice
I don’t wanna watch the light
Extinguish from your eyes

Bones are laced with oil
I’ll just burn my name, no toil
I just want my way
So spoiled
How are you today?

I’ll tell you that I’m broken
That I’m finally choking
I’m not worth the rhyme
I’m just a dime, a rusty token
Flooded wishing wells are, where I like to spend my days
I’d bathe in pools to dwell
But wish I could just wash away

Now tell me that I’m-
I don’t want to watch it last
I won’t recycle the past
The way you smile, cannot ever beat that
The space between our laughter always felt sad
Jam a stick between my spokes
I will never feel at home
The way you cry, they cannot ever beat that
The space between our tears had always felt mad
I don’t really want to learn
I just want to watch you squirm
In my palm, relax
Hiding in the walls
Don’t let go
Takes a certain personality, to drive me to thin sanity
I know my place
Tastes like blood
But I won’t let go