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Snow falls on dizzy, regimented lines
I hold my breath with every flake
That falls down, why
Can’t I feel colder even in the frost?
The phone is frozen to my hand

Maybe
You knew where I was
You were the only one who did
I wish that I could tell
You more but I’d be sorry that I did

I don’t wanna be alone, but that’s all I have
The weight is mine to bear alone ‘cause it’s all I have
I just need to be alone, ‘cause it’s all I have
I don’t want to lose you now, because you’re all I have

I put my heart into a vice
To squeeze out everything I could
My blood runs cold
So I’ve been told
My tears are gold
I want to glimmer

Maybe there is no
Point to all of this
You know that just as well as me
Why do you try to make
Something so dull seem so lively
It’s getting late

I don’t wanna be alone, but that’s all I have
The weight is mine to bear alone ‘cause it’s all I have
I just need to be alone, ‘cause it’s all I have
I don’t want to lose you now, ‘cause you’re all I have