Good Company

Something’s gotta happen
I keep on looking for distractions
I think I need a lot of action to keep me sane
Push things down under the surface
They come right back and make me nervous
But how could memories be hurting just the same?

Think I might be going nuts
All these thoughts bubbling up
Never really been alone this much

But everybody says I’m good company
I guess gotta learn how to be with me
It gets loud in my head with nobody
There keeping all my habits in check
Guess I gotta learn how to be with me all of me

Listen, try to listen to all my friends
When they have problems
But when it’s me, I keep on stalling and say: I’m fine

But the mirror never shows
What the people ‘round me knows
I can’t seem to do things on my own

But everybody says I’m good company
I guess gotta learn how to be with me
It gets loud in my head with nobody
There keeping all my habits in check
Guess I gotta learn how to be with me all of me

It gets loud in my head
Things I did, things I said
It gets loud in my head
Am I too hard on myself?
‘Cause everybody says

But everybody says I’m good company
I guess gotta learn how to be with me
It gets loud in my head with nobody
There keeping all my habits in check
Guess I gotta learn how to be with me all of me