Long Drive Home

This fucking buzz is wearing off
I’m preparing for the worst sick of staring at these walls
And I should go to bed, I need a fucking shower
I’m suppose to be at work in just a couple hours
Instead I’m pouring whisky-sour
Thinking this entire planet isn’t ours
No matter what they say. We see the shift in power
Compare the digits in the bank to yours
So wonder what we should be thankful for?
These student loans, this stupid phones
I rarely even answer, peoples wonder what I do at home
I sit around with captain, eat and drink a lot
Cause I don’t like to think a lot
Cause when I think a tend to get myself in trouble
My blood pressure doubles
An anxiety is coupled
With not so subtle hint to try to tell me
What I’m doing isn’t healthy
When people try to help
I just tell them go to hell
Let me worry about myself

I spent a lot of time
Caught up in my mind
Trying to figure out what wrong
Just trying to find home
I feel it on my own
Never tought it takes this long
It’s too much going on
Writing these songs
And everybody else move on
Feeling left behind
Trying to find home
I never thought it takes this long

Yeah, regrets creeps like some better than expected weed
And then exceeds the life expectancy
Discrepancy between the brain and the heart
Chest thumps, breaking apart, while making up art
Splattered goosebumps, color everywhere
Listen to my new stuff, it’s like a can of paint
Blue chunks, struggle everyday
Trouble exists
Feels like I’m in some deep shit
Puddles of piss
Humble abyss
Rookie see is cookie crumbled to bits
Cracker on the mic, yes I crumble the writs
See clearly through the mist
No I’m facing one long drive home
All along on a long dark road
Used to watch for 5-0 following
Blunt hangin out my mouth
A guy was hanging on my couch
Somehow I made it out and beyond
Beyond a shadow of doubt
I’mma stay strong, cause that’s what I’m about

I spent a lot of time
Caught up in my mind
Trying to figure out what wrong
Just trying to find home
I feel it on my own
Never tought it takes this long
It’s too much going on
Writing these songs
And everybody else move on
Feeling left behind
Trying to find home
I never thought it takes this long