The Number You Have Dialed Is Not In Service

The Number You Have Dialed Is Not In Service

$uicideBoy$

Ruby

I’m falling apart

You mighta thought I was playing a part in the art I’ve created
But most of the words reflect what’s happened or what is waiting to start
Happening

I keep on damaging
Myself
Tryna fill the void, with all this water round my neck
I’m bout to drip until I drown
All these drugs up in my nose
I taste the drip that shit’s so sour
All these cars that I bought
Either don’t start or they got impounded
Pursued the American dream the nightmare’s what I doubted

Catch a flight to London or I’ll catch a flight to Lyon
Show my face in public
Show another one at home
See my name on the marquee
Letters falling down
Littering a cold dark street
Somewhere downtown

As soon as I reached cloud 9
It started storming
Heavy thunderstorms in every city
That I’m touring
Life ain’t like a rap video
That’s just a warning
Hoping to see the Sun
When I wake up in the morning!

Scrim

All this misery, misery, misery
Fuck
Look at my history no mystery
Where I might end up just shut up

Don’t wanna hear it it’s my decision
May be my last words so just please listen

So long
It’s been torture being here
So gone
Getting high been how I cope with fear
Same song
And I’m sick of singing it let me
Move on
It’s for my benefit

But come one come all
To my down fall
Bearing witness to everything
That I can’t solve

My therapist made me promise
Before I end it all
That her phone would be the one
I choose to call crying asking

Is it really worth it?
What’s beneath the surface or behind the curtain?
Really don’t think I wanna take this any further
Made one last attempt to figure out my purpose
I called her phone it said
Not in service

When life gets hard (gets hard)
Keep on marching on
(Keep on marching on)
Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (push the car)
Keep on marching on
(Keep on marching on)

When life gets hard (gets hard)
Keep on marching on
(Keep on marching on)
Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (push the car)
Keep on marching on
(Keep on marching on)

If Self-destruction Was An Olympic Event, I'd Be Tonya Harding

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