Codependency

Can not sleep
Can not think
Demons eating away at me
High on xanax
I’m a fiend
I can’t reach the in between
Squint your eyes
Watch the beam
Shut the lights out so you see
You’re not what you’re meant to be
You just take your wants from me

And it hurts so bad
When you take from me
And it hurts so bad
When you can’t see
And it hurts so bad
When I watch you bleed
But im just a bad as you
When I’m alone too
I wanna die inside
I convince myself I’m fine
But now that I can see
It’s just my codependency

Can not sleep
Can not think
Demons eating away at me
High on xanax
I’m a fiend
I can’t reach the in between
Squint your eyes
Watch the beam
Shut the lights out so you see
You’re not what you’re meant to be
You just take your wants from me

Screaming that you wanna die
While you throw my stuff outside
Clinging to you lifeless skin
Pleading to just let me in
Now I’m passed out on the floor
Fled the country now I’m poor
High in my spare time
Convince me that I’m fine

Please just speak to me
Please just say you need me
Please just speak to me
Please just say you love me
Tell me that you’ll be alright
So I won’t have to deny
That it’s all in me
That it’s my codependency

Can not sleep
Can not think
Demons eating away at me
High on xanax
I’m a fiend
I can’t reach the in between
Squint your eyes
Watch the beam
Shut the lights out so you see
You’re not what you’re meant to be
You just take your wants from me