Crave

As of lately, there’s so many things that get the best of me
All the small talk I’m not good at in this crippling routine
And maybe that’s why I’m never content
With just being where I am as of lately, as of lately

Remember when we were good?
To sit in my car and speak through the silence
I wonder if we still could
In this crazy world where all we do is crave

But as of lately, I’ve been drinking out to fill some vicious void
As I disguise it with illusions of moderation and of choice
And in this room full of drunken strangers, oh great savior
Can you still save me? Can you still save me?

Remember when we were good?
To sit in my car and speak through the silence
I wonder if we still could
In this crazy world where all we do is crave
Crave too much, we crave

As of lately, guess I haven’t felt like myself at all
And in the moments of my weakness, now I barely feel the fall
And all the time I spent chasing shadows of some greater thrill
Could I find contentment in just being still?

Remember when we were good?
To sit in my car and speak through the silence
I wonder if we still could
In this crazy world where all we know is
I was just getting by, chasing the fleeting spark of a comfort
I wonder if we could find
Some peace these days when all we do is crave