Life Inside

My life inside
Wish I could get out and go ride a bike
Hair in the wind, and know what it’s like
Hang with my ones like we did all the time
Please, don’t remind me ‘bout my life inside
Always on my phone, I sleep most the time
Wake up to texts from girls I used to like
Try not to text back, the light hurts my eyes
Smoke till I’m knocked out

What do I like?
I can’t remember, I lost track of time
Is it December?
I don’t even try
I’ve been fucked up for what seems like my life
When is it over?
Spaced out tonight, I won’t be sober
Say that I’m fine, my heart is colder
I got so confined, I need to catch up
Fallin’ behind, don’t leave me like this

Wish I could get out and go ride a bike
Hair in the wind, and know what it’s like
Hang with my ones like we did all the time
Please, don’t remind me ‘bout my life inside
Always on my phone, I sleep most the time
Wake up to texts from girls I used to like
Try not to text back, the light hurts my eyes
Smoke till I’m knocked out

I feel like I’ve been losin’ patience, like I just have to face it
The drugs I keep replacin’, for happiness that’s fadin’
In truth, I start to panic
This isn’t how I planned it
The world just ruined my chances, I’ll never understand it
I’m ripping off the band-aid, I think I’m goin’ manic
Maybe I’ll make a movie, just straight out the window
Just need somethin’ different, there’s couples out here kissin’
I’m out here super distant, I got no one to listen

Hit me up
Hit me up, ooh

My life inside
Wish I could get out and go ride a bike
Hair in the wind, and know what it’s like
Hang with my ones like we did all the time
Please, don’t remind me