A Letter For Him

Help me friend (yes, I’m always here, dear)
I’ll write him a letter
It’s going to be my rant, (write friend, let it all out)
I’m suffering because I don’t know how to say
What I’m about to say (just say)
Part of me wishes you were here now (hahaha I wish too)
Yeah, so I could do it in person, (but he’s not here)
But we both know it’s impossible (it really is impossible)

Baby, so here I am, choosing words, (choose words wisely)
With tears on your face
And with hopes that you
And somehow, forgive me
From what I’m going to say (you will say)

We experienced something wonderful (it was wonderful)
And I want you to never forget that
You are rare and beautiful dear
I fell in love with you, but, (but what)
Most of all, meeting you made me realize
What true love really means

During the last two and a half years, (how long)
I looked up at the sky and every full Moon
I remembered everything we went through together (I’m a friendly witness)
There are so many things when I close my eyes
I see your face

(Ooh) when I walk
It’s almost like I can feel it (I can feel it)
(Yes) your hand in mine (hand in hand)
These things are still real to me
But where they once brought comfort
Today they cause pain (don’t suffer, darling)
Somehow even though we love each other
We lost the magical bond that always kept us together

I don’t expect you to understand
(No, no, no)
But for everything we’ve been through
I can’t keep lying to you (don’t lie to him)
I’ll understand if you never want to talk to me again
Just as I will understand if you say you hate me (he won’t say it)

Even if you don’t want to hear it
I want you to know that you will always be a part of me
And no matter what the future brings
(Ha ha ha, life will bring you a handsome guy)
You will always be my true love
And I know my life is better because of it

Now comes my friend (phew, finally)
Let’s go into the night (said what I wanted to hear)
I’m going to put on that shiny black dress
(Wow, it’s going to rock)
Call your friends, let’s have fun (leave it to me)
(Um oh, oh) that tonight
Bring me good reasons
To renew feelings
And fill in the gaps (yes, that’s right)